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Thursday, November 14th, 2002

Subject:Damneth of God!
Time:11:44 pm.
Mood:U N D E A T H.
How many people visit this journal? I seriously want to know. Make a comment saying "Ricky, I visit your journal you little prick." Argh! My contacts are bothering me. I'm not used to staying up late. God damn school fucks me up. I'm not a fucking morning person. Why is this country called a free country? Fuck. I get up every morning with no choice but to go to school. Not even my parents can choose to put me through school or not. If you ask me, we should have fucking nuclear war. All countries with nuclear weapons destroy everyone. :D

I already know what is going to happen to the United States. All countries, even our allies, will go against us. "You shouldn't be the most powerful nation. You've held the title too long." The next thing we know, we're pulling atomic bombs that's been shoved up our asses out. The American race (hehehe) will be destroyed. The remaining countries will then put the land up for auction. Either that, or we will destroy ourselves. We are repeating history. Look back at the Roman Empire. :P

I know this is a long journal for me, so bear with me. :)

My beliefs: I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!! God or no God, I just want to live my life. There could be a God. I don't care. If he/she/it does exist, so what. No good has come from him. We are just pawns in his game. I have no morals. I say I do, but I don't. I'm also a hypocrit, even when I don't mean too. I just want to live a life where I don't have to hear about religion, politics, war, and just rot away away from civilization. I still like it when the pope said all Jesus freaks are going to Hell. :)
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Sunday, September 29th, 2002

Subject:Recommended Games
Time:1:37 am.
Mood:L I F E.
Two fucking recommended games: Tekken 4 and Kingdom Hearts. :D
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Friday, September 27th, 2002

Subject:Mindless Ogre
Time:1:52 am.
Mood:U N D E A T H.
Soon I will be a part of the system. Well, at least a different system. All of these people with "special" handels always have a "character background" with that name. I am soon to join this system. That's right. Locaste will become a character that I will live on the internet. I'll give you a taste of my character with these words: guns, magic, half-drow (dark elf), modern touch clothing, "goth", and a sword. That's just a good example for you to feed on. Love it. Live it. Be it.
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Monday, September 23rd, 2002

Subject:Avatar at The N
Time:12:58 am.
Mood:L I F E.
Go to The N and start an account. I got one! :D :P

locaste
locaste
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Sunday, September 22nd, 2002

Subject:Random Shit
Time:1:27 am.
Mood:L I F E.
I played a session of Dungeons and Dragons today. We were in an abandoned temple which had dire weasels, vampires, goblins, oozes, magmins, and a freakin' bugbear with ranger levels. O_O For those who know about DnD, explain to people who don't know. I'm not. Anyways, all of our characters gained a level. My brother is a good dungeon master, but he makes the role-playing so freakin' boring. I love DnD and my brother, but god damn. O_O

I wish I were in an anime world. Preferably Cowboy Bebop's world. Bounty hunters and shit with nothing in their lives. Fuck, I just want to be in space where travel is easy. I probably won't be alive when this happens in real life. If it does. If not an anime world, then a cartoon world: Ed, Edd n' Eddy. I love that fucking show. :P Since I was a little kid, I always wanted to be a cartoon character. I don't mean on a TV show. Real life type shit. :P
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Saturday, September 21st, 2002

Subject:An Award (not here)
Time:1:07 am.
Mood:U N D E A T H.
Sean Nau presented my website Make Believe with his Sean Nau Monument of Shitty Webdesign Award 2002. Yay!
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Subject:Pop Sucks
Time:12:04 am.
Mood:L I F E.
I really want to go to the Pop Sucks tour; which has KoRn, Disturbd, and TrustCompany; at New Orleans. I only have one problem: no one to take me. The only person that can doesn't want to go. What's more fucked up, he usually tries his damnedest to go to these concerts. :P Anyways, I got a joke for all of youse guys.

What is the worse sex insult that any guy can get?

While he's masturbating, his hand falls asleep.

Thank you.
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Wednesday, September 11th, 2002

Subject:May 2003, Our Demise... YAY!
Time:12:55 am.
Yup. Planet X, also Nibiru, is supposedly going to near Earth and cause hell. Earthquakes, hurricanes, volcanic erruptions, and tidal waves. The earth is going to stop for several days. What do I believe? I don't care. I can't do shit about it, so fuck it. :P Well, after that emotional news, do you need to cheer up? Click here to go to my website and check out the Kermit and Big Bird mp3. You'll love it. ;)
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Friday, September 6th, 2002

Subject:Respen Laelithar, Half Elf Sorcerer (3)
Time:2:12 am.
I've update my website Make Believe. We started over in Dungeons and Dragons. Now I have two characters: Respen Laelithar and Talindra Laelithar (Mydniteblade). They are brother and sister. Respen is a half elf level 3 sorcerer and Talindra is a half elf level 3 ranger. I'm hoping to make Respen an archmage and Talindra a Harper scout. Yay. Don't get me wrong, Dungeons and Dragons is a fun game. The only problem is that I don't get to play much. :P Not even once a week lately. Oh well.
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Monday, September 2nd, 2002

Subject:Hello.
Time:1:42 am.
Hello. I am only online for a few minutes, so I'm just gonna type up what I know. I'm broke. I hate God. I use the Bible's pages to wipe my ass. I hate school. It haunts me. It makes me depressed. I'm horny. I can't get laid. I masturbate to still porn wishing it was me in the guy's place. I like Jet Li and Jackie Chan. Those aren't their real names. I would like to see them fight against each other. Bruce Lee is the best. Too bad he's dead. I play Dungeons and Dragons. My character, Malhavoc, is a level 4 fighter/level 1 barbarian oriental human who uses a Keen Scythe +1 and wears Lamellar +1. I listen to music. I watch TV. I drink water. I got high. It's fun. The time is 1:47 AM. I'm going to become a professional mechanic. I know little about cars. Mission Hill is a funny show that comes on Sunday nights at 10:00 on Cartoon Network. There's a gay couple. I'm watching Kiss of the Dragon. I go to school actually caring a little about what people think of me. I haven't talked to my two online friends Sean and Shontel in a month. I want to die and go to "Hell." You do know Hell is just something to scare you made up by people so you would become Christian? I have a No Fear hat that has the devil on the front. I cut my hair when it gets long and I want to keep it long. This girl, Brittany, wrote me a letter and I haven't replied in almost a week. I guess I'm scared to because she's black and my parents are racist even though they won't admit to be. I'm just typing fucked up shit. My favorite band is KoRn. I think games come to U.S.A. from Japan should have our rock and metal music instead of "J-Pop." Billy Bob Thorton and Gillian Anderson are voice actors on an anime called "Princess Monoko." I guess that's how you spell it. I don't give a SHIT. I want to watch "Stealing Harvard" with Tom Green and Jason Lee. Two badass actors. This sucks. I hate this. All I want to do is get high and laid. I want to go to Japan to fuck a hot asian chick that speaks Japanese and screams while I fuck her in Japanese. I want her to beat me up with some type of Japanese fighting style. I've been wanting to fight someone. Let someone lay me out with one good punch then atempt to kick their ass. Mother fucker. I have "friends," but not many are friends. "The extra ingredient is care." "Woo-hoo!" "Hot stuff coming through." "Mmm- breakfast." "Trust in yourself and you can achieve anything." "Can't talk. Eating." "Turn that frown upside down." "If anyone wants me, I'll be in my room." "My saxophone is my best friend." "Turst me. I'd never lie to you." "Ay carumba!" "The truth must be told." Hahahahahaha! I smoked weed. I was high. Fried out of my mind Friday, toasted Saturday, buzzin' today. Yay! E-mail my gay ass @ ssjgamemage@hotmail.com. I hate that bitch teacher of mine Mrs. Goar. Hard ass rednecks at Richton, Mississippi need their asses kicked by my baseball bat and that beer bottle shoved sideways up their asses. That's right. RICHTON FUCKING MISSISSIPPI


RICHTON GOD DAMN FUCKING MISSISSIPPI
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Saturday, July 27th, 2002

Subject:Make Believe
Time:4:25 am.
Make Believe has made it's way to the net. Check it out.
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Thursday, July 25th, 2002

Subject:Dragon Ball
Time:11:56 pm.
If you would notice, my avatar is a pic of Super Saiya-jin 4 Goku from an episode of Dragon Ball GT. People think Dragon Ball is overated. I don't know about you people online because I talk to very few people online. :P It's always the show to watch when your high. :P I like the series. Dragon Ball was the best because of it's of the adventures of Goku. This is not my favorite character, but I love the episodes. In Dragon Ball Z, my favorite character is exposed, Vegeta. Yeah, it seems repeptive with its numerous battles. If you watch the Cartoon Network DBZ, you would know FUNimation sucks ass and gives us continous episodes of DBZ. I've never watched Dragon Ball GT. I've only experienced Dragon Ball in the American form, but visit many sites that keep you informed of the true names and such. Back to my avatar. 'Why isn't it Vegeta?' you ask. Vegeta looks stupid in his Super Saiya-jin 4 form. :P In my opinion I like Super Saiya-jin 4 Gogeta. (SS4Goku and SS4 Vegeta fused) Yeah. :P
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Monday, July 22nd, 2002

Subject:KoRn - Thoughtless - Untouchables
Time:11:26 pm.
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I'm never (?) back against the wall
Gonna take you down

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

It's how I feel right now. (CAUTION: This isn't part of the song.) O_O
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Subject:Hot Babes 18
Time:12:08 am.
WOMAN: "Fuck me." MAN: "Okay." MORNING TIME. WOMAN: "You kept me up all night." MAN: "You asked me to." WOMAN: "I have to go to work." MAN: "Me, too. But first, I need a shower." SHOWER SEX SCENE. MAN: "Bye, honey." WOMEN: "Bye." AT WOMAN'S WORK. WOMAN: "Hey, *name*, let's go to the closet and fuck." OTHER MAN: "Okay." SEX SCENE. AT MAN'S WORK. MAN: "Hey, *name*, don't touch me there. I'm married." OTHER WOMAN: "So." OTHER WOMAN GRINS. SEX SCENE BEGINS. BOSS: "What the fuck?! Let me join." SEX SCENE CONTINUES. SEX SCENE ENDS. AT MAN AND WOMAN'S HOME. WOMAN: "Let's go to a party." MAN: "Okay. First I need a shower, though." SHOWER SEX SCENE. AT PARTY. WOMAN: "Ooops. Dropped my purse." A MAN WALKS UP AND FUCKS HER. A SECOND MAN STICKS HIS DICK IN HER MOUTH. A THIRD MAN ASS FUCKS HER. HER HUSBAND MASTURBATES TO SOME LESBIAN COUPLE FUCKING. WOMAN AND MAN: "That was fun!" CORNY SMILE. THE END.
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Sunday, July 21st, 2002

Subject:My Cum Smells Funny... O_O
Time:1:29 am.
Don't ask me why I titled my journal that. :P
I wish I was born a century later, so I could grow up with mechs and shit around the "earth" we will live in. Why you ask? So I could be controlled by androids built by man to kill the alien races that try to destroy our colonies. They would steal my semen and sell it to the alien races to create test tube mixed races. After they sell me to the Gorgots of the planet Shinodia, I would become a freak of human nature by an experiment gone bad. I would then be able to possess (I guess that's how you spell it) the minds of and living creature, so I could travel back to my home colony and destroy the evil androids who sold my semen. After I rid the colonies of the evil androids who sold my semen, I would be worshipped for about five seconds. After the five seconds, I would then go on a rampage and destroy the human race by possessing a pilot to drive the colony into the local galaxy's sun. I would leave in my hi-tech spaceship and go back to a lone planet with no intelligent life. I would then slowly die, only to be eaten by evil fire ants from the planet Hell. (yes Hell IS a planet) Or maybe we live in this world, and we are all in the matrix. It's all the same. ;)
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Friday, July 19th, 2002

Subject:Masturbation = Fun
Time:4:06 am.
I just feel like typing in my journal. Just gonna type shit as it comes. I'm bored as fuck. Past 4:30 AM and bored as FUCK! Saw KoRn's new video again a few minutes ago. (of Thoughtless) I'm seeing it more frequently. That's good. For those who want lyrics, click here. It's not pop-up. Trying to figure out what to put on my site. I want to put something I know a lot about. I'm not going to spend a lot of time on the layout. I want it to be basic. On the splash page I have some lyrics from KoRn's song Make Believe. The exact lyrics:


Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow


Yay. KoRn is badass. I like KoRn. Jason (for those who don't know Jason, he's a good friend) wants to start a band. It will be called Human Pavement. I'm going to bass and backup vocals. He's going to be backup guitar and main vocals. It's either going to be heavy metal, nu metal, or death metal. Thing is I have no idea how to play bass. :P I have two or three years to learn, but I have no money to buy a bass. :P I still have no job. I'm going to learn, though. I've been playing Icewind Dale today. I started a group and actually got into the game. I usually don't get into games like Baldur's Gate, Icewind Dale, and such. I'm stuck, though. I'm fighting this undead caster guy. I can get past him, but it's his little minion behind him. :P I can only hit him with magical weapons. O_O Bastard. I've killed everything (don't know if enemies are regenerated or not). I'm going to look through town for some quests. Doubt I'll find any. Well, I'm going to call out some Magic: The Gathering cards and be on my way.


1. White - Wall of Glare - Creature-Wall - (1)(Whi) - Common - (walls can't attack.) Wall of Glare may block any number of creatures each combat. The blinding barrier served Benalia better than a hundred shields. - 0/5
2. White - Tormented Angel - Creature-Angel - (3)(Whi) - Common - Flying Falling from heaven is not as painful as surviving the impact. - 1/5
3. White - Lawbringer - Creature-Rebel - (2)(Whi) - Common - Tap, Sacrific Lawbringer: Remove target red creature from the game. One injustice starts a thousand riots. One law stops a thousand crimes. -Lawbringer creed - 2/2
4. Blue - Stasis - Enchantment - (1)(Blu) - Unknown - Each player skips his or her untap phase. During your upkeep, pay (Blu) or bury Stasis.
5. White - Off Balance - Instant - (Whi) - Common - Target creature can't attack or block this turn. A heavy weapon deals plenty of damage-but it does have to hit.
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Thursday, July 18th, 2002

Subject:Sonic Adventures
Time:11:39 pm.
I went to Carl's house last night. (for those who don't know, Carl is my best friend) I played Sonic Adventures for the first time on the Sega Dreamcast. I've only played Sonic Adventures 2 Demo before that. The first was fun as hell. Too bad my favorite character's, Knuckles, game is short. :P Beat it in over 3 hours. And I goofed off some. O_O All of the other characters are okay. The bosses couldn've been harded. Eggman Walker was my hardest for the most amount I played. He's in Tails' game. Well, if you haven't played, and love platformers, play it.
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Monday, July 15th, 2002

Subject:Thoughtless
Time:11:20 am.
I don't get it. Why don't they show the new KoRn video I saw last night of Thoughtless? I actually like it better than Here to Stay. Don't get me wrong. Here to Stay has a very original video and is a badass song. Thoughtless has a better video and is a better song. :P
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Subject:Endless Cycle of Nothingness
Time:2:43 am.
Back again. Let's all celebrate. *cheers* Okay, that was fun. I decided to use Livejournal again even though it sucks. I'll put some effort into to it from now on. :P Now for my website Forced Addiction (formly RTV's The Fake World) will be up in about a month or two because I'm gonna put some time in it as well.
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